Let me not feel more than may be borne
For others’ troubles, cares and strife.
I am too young to be thus forlorn,
Too old to hope; to love; to wife.
Give me but coin, my span on Earth
And lend me not another’s fear;
(I’ve precious little left of worth
Still less to broker bargains here).
I promise, but to do my best
And nothing more may take from me
Those greedy souls, whose “Fie!” on rest
Would wrest what time I, false, term ‘free’.
I cannot speak, but as I find
All else would be as empty air
What use, my hand, my heart, or mind
When weighed against such meaty fare?
And fair or foul as all may be
At moments suited to their mood
I can no more deceive than see
Through blackest darkness; I’ll be good.
To be thus reduced
Is no mean feat
No, many years’
Led to this
And potted ash
In plastic bag
And over slag
Are neither hopeful
Gay, nor gathered
Hold no mettle
Know no solace
Tears like Wallace
Dread and blathered
To an ending
But I’ll keep to
Just as expected
May bring us nearer
Through the shadows
Past the post
To knowledge of
What mattered most
The future comes
A little clearer